Mindblog 5

I know I have more to learn about Marxist Communism. I wish I weren’t so messed up that it impeded my studies so much, I miss having an iron focus.

I do employ humor sometimes, which in hindsight I regret due to not being able to convey it in mere text form well enough.

Also, some of my entries appear to be very misinformed by the time I write this entry, I blame a news service sector that doesn’t take its duties seriously to maintain a good level of democratic development in every human.

“When I was in the zoo as a child, I remember the words of a teacher who said that people standing in front of a cage with monkeys and laughing at them do this because they identify themselves with macaques. Since then, when I visit the monkey houses, I try to keep as serious as possible.

Nothing is easier than talking for months about Johnson’s insanity, Liz Truss’s stupidity, Biden’s dementia and Zelensky’s hypocrisy. This is food for cartoonists, which is abundant and always surfaces. From this is born all the shapkozakidatelskaya stupidity and deadly narcissism.

In addition to the above-mentioned actors of the world farce, who are completely independent in decisions, an intelligent, convinced, calculating and deeply motivated enemy is fighting against Russia today, who has not lost a second all these tragic months.

Therefore, today it is so important for us not to laugh at other people’s men, but to approach the mirror more boldly and more often.”

It’s weird being amongst the younger peoples of the world, I have been known to say jealousy is a root of hate. Looking at China, Greece or Mesopotamia and more one should learn from them at the very least and not try to get revenge in this day and age. Though since atrocities are still committed in “this day and age” I would say it’s a fluid problem and not a solid state of affairs, it is regrettably complicated at this point in time. I wouldn’t say that all the ancients had learned is still applicable to our basically age of plenty but dismissing it all is also foolish.

Once again, I won’t deny my heritage since it is unwise for a variety of reasons, but to fetishize it on the other hand seems foolish as well.

I shot this idea without a business plan to a bank once, and they said once I have a business plan I should come back to them.

But if humanity survives this current crisis of capitalism intact I think having a basic needs food production on your city block to make sure you are sustained without complex economic systems would be a great idea.

I give this idea to humanity for free, I doubt it was original, but it can’t hurt to suggest it right?

Also those residential units independent of the power grid with solar is a good idea right?

If only there were energy efficient ways of getting at water and soil maintenance resources as well as better power storage tech. We can’t afford to gamble on future tech though I would reason that may never come, best do what we can with what we have at the time. Still kinda hope those three problems will be technologically solved some day. (atomic assemblers are so dangerous since they can be weaponized and all that jazz)

Pretty much everyone I know is a victim of capitalism in some way, I am sick of being one as well.

Don’t go overboard with that narrative if you must be faithful! I employ this mindset myself when in great distress.

That shit is dangerous to do, it affects the entire community when you diagnose someone from a community with this disease. Especially with adult onset, I mean beloved children turned into apparent monsters by psychiatrists depending on the community’s education level is fucking mind numbingly dangerous, I mean, my poor family!

Arrest me when I show signs of corruption.

I hate that “cheating” in a relationship is a human trait. It has just caused me grief.