Mindblog 5

I was reading a “dark eye” source-book on a culture inspired by the vikings and it got me thinking, could interlinked communities of about a thousand each (I chose this number because I figure it is about the amount of people you can know well enough to have a functional community, it might be able to go slightly bigger not sure) makeup our global human civilization?

I think even here where I live now I would like to know the humbly sized city community better (was going to join the community association, but then Mimi got sick so I am not yet sure we can stay here).

I don’t want some silly awful work-camp to be my home, this would be such a great change to how we function as a species I think.

I still like the idea of a global disaster relief force though for natural disasters if we can reduce imperialist warfare and therefore not need the kind of firepower our militaries currently have. Maybe have a base in every population centre so that we don’t have to send the young and able off to some far off place unless it’s a major disaster of some sort.

I prefer peaceful solutions.

I call it “Dragon-script” it is purposely left mostly meaningless to represent alienation caused by our current systems of ruler-ship in place.

There is kitty in this particular painting I made though mixed in with the Dragon-script.

Please don’t pervert my life with your strange elite machinations.

I have learned as of late to be happy with what I have and have little desire to become some strange mockery of myself.

I’ll shut up now.

Some of the most addicting art there is currently, but even that dopamine hit exploit won’t work in the long run unless you are disabled in that particular way.

Young people should try and fight this addiction, it can lead to extreme dysfunction and loss of an ability to lead a serious life if not dealt with.

If one is clothed, fed, and is content.

Why have a monetary system?

People like to feel useful, sitting around in a room admiring art all day gets old!

Feeling useful means people WILL work.

And start with me on buying people, that will not work out in the long run. It’s not sincere connection!

TAKE NO PRISONERS, IT WILL ALWAYS TURN OUT BADLY!

(find some sort of humane compromise instead if possible, like educating people if they’ll respond to it)

My fear of fame has increased a lot lately. I see all these public figures being strange and alien to me in horrible ways.

Not enough fear of fame to scrub my online presence at this point though.

I think it’s important to be yourself online and some mockery of oneself

Using sensationalist tacticts in the interest of gaining fame and fortune is a terrible idea if you listen to my advice since you will become difficult at the very least to be able to present as your authentic self later on in the public.

I do have some stress already from being online at the levels I am, which is harmful to my person, though it is a decision I make with as many consequences thought through as I am capable of, including other people hurting me for being me being me.

I do have some private thoughts I don’t share just so you know, I am not 100% transparent at this point, and demanding that is a difficult matter for most people I feel.

War is always a negative thing and to be avoided.

Your malthusian economic models that require blood sacrifices are false idols for progress at this point in history.

Some of it is no longer part of my psychological makeup honestly, and I would denounce some of the entries from years past at this point, some for being in dangerous humor territory and others for being politically naive or what I would now find to be plain wrong.

If it’s important to anyone please ask me about specific entries.

Though overall the body of work still has a lot of the current me in it.